Grief is a lonely emotion.
Grief is burning out my insides and making room for something new to grow.
I feel like i have something to tell you, but i keep typing words and then deleting them as too pathetic.
I am lonesome. I've never lived alone before. I find i don't much like it.
This process i am going through feels endless. I am told that it will get better, but i don't know when. And besides, how can anyone know if it will get better?
To be honest, i am better, some of the time. Em was home for a month and left early yesterday morning and i am missing her. So that's why i am blue. But hey, the two of us are going to Hawaii in less than two months. I'll try to keep that in mind.
Monday, January 16, 2012