I'm looking back over the last few months, and i am seeing the lies.
It is so incredibly painful that i can barely stand it from minute to minute.
I am leaning heavily on my friends and family, and they are coming through like champs. Thank god for friends.
Lying to someone who trusts you is the act of a coward. It protects you (The Mister) in the moment, and damages the person (me) who was lied to forever.
Or should i call him the soon-to-be-ex Mister.
I have no fucking idea how i'm going to live through this.
Even though i know i will, eventually.