Getting Started
Years ago, like thirty years, i saw an little animated short film called "Getting Started" at one of those ubercool film festivals that universities are so fond of.
The movie depicts the difficulties of just getting started.
A man sits at a piano, hands poised above the keyboard, ready to play. He stops, deciding that perhaps a nice cup of tea would be just the thing.
Back at the piano with tea, hands raised, when his pet mouse appears. He talks to the mouse.
He scratches his nose, he gets up to take a phone call, he stares out the window.
And so on.
I've never been one to blog daily, but i begin to recognize that one of the advantages of it would be that you would not have to get started, you just keep going.
It's like those sexless dry spells that married (and i suppose unmarried) couples go through. After a while, you have to stop waiting for the time to be right, and just DO IT fer crissakes!
Writing is something i do. In many it's ways necessary to me. But the longer i go without writing, the harder it is for me to get started.
Excuses:
1) Things are going on in my life that are hard to talk about. Not necessarily BAD thing, but things.
2) My daughter ferreted out my blog and reads it. That i feel a tad stifled by that.
3) The cat needed to be petted.
4) And so on.