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Thanks y'all for the support and good wishes. And thanks for listening. It's nice to have someone to "talk" to.
The results?
Good news and bad news. It's nothing cancerous, but it is (i just always have to be special and different) a rare form of tumor that will most likely have to be excised. (it's called a Phyllodes Tumor in case you are the type of person who likes to look shit like that up, which i do.)
I was advised to make an appointment with a surgeon to get her opinion. But of course, my cynical self believes that surgeons like to recommend surgery.
So i have been and will be doing more research and getting more opinions before i agree to any such thing.
Part of me wants to throw myself on the floor and kick my feet and beat my fists on the ground because i DON'T WANT TO! I'm guessing that's not really a useful option though.